Mr. Graves lingered
just a few moments over his morning paper to finish an article about
an automobile accident that had happened the previous evening not
too far from his home. Two dead, both first-year university students
returning about a week late from winter break. Sad, he thought,
as he closed and folded the paper. He took the last sip of coffee
from his cup and turned his mind toward preparations for this evening's
class.
Henry Graves was a gentle soul of sixty-five who had, until his
retirement some five years past, quietly taught English within the
halls of a small teacher's college snuggled cozily into the foothills
which formed the southern border of the town which had been his
home for the last four decades. It had taken several of his early
years at the university to fully adjust to the Japanese way of thinking,
to weed out his foreign and, to be fair, inexperienced perspective;
but his colleagues were patient and encouraging. By the end of his
fourth year he had made most of the essential compromises. By the
fifth year he had begun to accept them as reasonable. And by the
sixth year it had all made perfect sense. As the years rolled by,
the skills and attitudes his colleagues had so patiently helped
him to develop were slowly internalized until, without being the
least bit aware of it, Henry Graves the man and Henry Graves the
teacher became one. His colleagues were pleased, and with good reason;
it is a rare foreign teacher who truly adjusts, truly understands
the system and its students.
Mr. Graves would have stayed on had he been asked to, but school
policy was quite clear on this. And so, at the age of sixty, after
thirty-five years, Henry Graves retired. What he had become, however,
he continued to be. And as the weeks and months rolled by, the emptiness
grew.
His return to teaching came shortly after the funeral of a former
colleague, a man who had helped him so much during his early years
to understand what teaching was. The casket and the deceased's picture
placed at the front of the hall, the silence of the mourners, the
straight rows of heads bowed and lulled in response to the hypnotic
drone of the Buddhist chants surrounded and enveloped him, and his
mind began to wander. He saw a teacher giving his last lecture,
teaching his final class.
During the short bus ride from his home to the class, he mentally
reviewed his preparations for the evening's class. He always made
it a point to prepare for five students, though he was never sure
if that many would indeed show up. Sometimes there would be five,
more often less. Of course, there were also times when no one showed.
He got off the bus and buttoned his coat against the chill. In
the distance he saw the soft lights of the building where he taught
and, beyond that, white billows rising from the smokestack of a
factory. He walked silently past the main entrance and made his
way to the rear of the building. The door at the rear was usually
left unlocked, or could be opened easily enough if it weren't by
reaching through the window next to it that was never locked. He
entered, walked the three steps to the door of the room he used
and, using the switch on the wall next to the door, turned on the
lights.
The room was cold, and the chemical smell reminded him that this
room served other purposes during the day. He counted two students,
both stretched out, sweet as you please, on the stainless steel
tables that doubled as desks. He cleared his throat as he placed
his briefcase on the table and tilted the hanging microphone up
out of his way. "Good evening," he said as he took his
notes and prints out of his briefcase, "it's a bit chilly,
isn't it?" He took a look at his two students and read their
nametags as he placed a print on each of their tables. He thought
he recognized the names, Tanaka and Saito, but he wasn't sure if
he had seen these two before. There had been so many students over
the years, and he was often confused. And the fact that it was often
difficult for busy students to attend class regularly made it more
of a challenge for him to keep these things straight.
He started off the lesson, as he often did, with a song. This evening's
song was Seasons In The Sun. He gave the students a few minutes
to read over the lyrics, and then asked if either of them were familiar
with it. "Perhaps you'll recognize it when you hear it played,"
he said after a few moments. He asked them if there was anything
that they had trouble understanding then, just to be sure, pointed
out and gave short explanations for some of the more useful words
and phrases before playing the song for them.
After the song had finished, he moved on to the listening exercise
he had planned for that evening. He placed a copy of a short reading
passage and an answer sheet on the corner of both students' tables.
He knew it would be much better for the students to study the reading
passage as homework before giving them listening practice, but he
knew from long years of experience that it was often difficult for
busy students to find the time to study preparation assignments.
He asked the students to read over the passage and, after a few
moments, asked if there were any words or phrases that they were
having difficulty with. "Well, don't hesitate to ask if a question
does come up," he said before modeling the passage and emphasizing
the pronunciation of several important words and phrases.
"Well, let's try a bit of listening practice and see how we
do. I'll read a question or a statement. Look over your answer sheets
and mark what you feel is the best response." Mr. Graves read
each of the ten exercise problems three times, allowing a few moments
between each problem for the students to consider and choose the
best answer. "Well," he said after he had finished, "let's
see how we did. Which of you would like to give us the answer to
number one?" He waited a few moments, as he always did, before
giving the correct answer, repeating the problem once more and moving
on to the next.
With a few minutes left before class ended, Mr. Graves encouraged
his students to use English by asking them to think for a moment
and make a comment. "Anything will do," he told them.
"Remember, practice makes perfect." After giving the students
some time, he smiled to indicate that he was ready to listen to
them. "Anything at all," he said, continuing to smile.
"Anything at all. Mr. Tanaka? Mr. Saito?" He continued
his gentle urging, smiling encouragingly, until, regretfully, time
was up.
"Well, I'm afraid that's all the time we have for this evening,"
he said as he collected the prints he had handed out. "Thank
you for coming. I hope you enjoyed this evening's class as much
as I did." He placed the prints into his briefcase, closed
it and began walking toward the door. He paused for a moment at
the door, opened it slowly, almost hesitatingly, peeked shyly into
the hallway and then, just before stepping out of the room, glanced
back at his students and smiled.
He walked the three steps to the back door of the building and
stepped out. He stood for a moment to button his coat and let his
eyes adjust to the darkness before making his way along the unlighted
back wall to the corner of the building. About four steps from the
corner, he saw the slow spread of light and heard the soft mechanical
purr of a vehicle of some sort just turning the front corner of
the building toward the back. He paused at the corner with his back
to the wall to let the vehicle pass, then stepped around to the
side of the building and watched what turned out to be a van arc
toward the opposite corner of the small back lot.
The van's break lights flashed just as the back lot was flooded
with light from the back of the building. Mr. Graves pulled his
head back around the corner when he saw the van's back-up lights
flash on and listened as it pulled back to park in front of a set
of double doors. Standing in the shadow of the building's corner,
Mr. Graves saw two men step out of the van and walk toward the rear.
They greeted the man who had emerged from the double doors, handed
him a clipboard and opened the rear doors of the van. He watched
as they pulled a gurney from the van and rolled it into the building.
Sad, he thought, as he turned to make his way toward the front gate.
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